#but i wanna be wary of casting his acts of violence as an expression of love for anything because patriarchy does that
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tsuki-in-faerun · 2 months ago
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so, as i said before FUCK boudicca philtrum in particular. no one will mourn you, you crusty ho.
but also k getting majorly injured and the first thing out of their mouth is telling lemli that they have to lie and tell evan that they're fine. broken ribs, flat on their back, blood coming out of their mouth, knowing what evan will do and k trying to stop a thing that has already happened in the time it took for them to land.
did k ever see evan kill anybody while they were together? i know we're down with murder because fantasy but also, we all agree it's not great for evan's mental health to do a murder, right? and i really don't agree that it's love for k motivating him to kill because k doesn't want that for him. evan killed philtrum because philtrum needed killing and he has assigned himself that role. he would have taken her out, potentially nonlethally, as soon as they saw her if it weren't for their directive from dr. boodle. i think k is entirely incidental to his motivation, tbh. he goes cold when he goes into his shadow. i don't think what he's feeling in that space is anything that i (or bell hooks) would call a love ethic.
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morsartis · 4 years ago
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Hey! Your writing was awesome! I've just discovered Marvus and his clowny glory a little but ago. So I've been binging his tags. Can I get a thing about his makeup? Kinda like Clowndaydreams' post about it if you want some direction! Thank youuuu! (O3<)~♡
Babe, you have no idea the power you just handed me. Like. Words cannot express the unholy glee that currently possesses me. I am gonna assume you want headcanons instead of an actual fic but if you wanted an actual fic feel free to send in another ask. Thank you so much for the compliment by the way! I��m glad people are enjoying my writing! I’m also gonna apologise because I wasn’t exactly sure what all you wanted me to cover and couldn’t really find the post mentioned (tumblr likes to test me some days I swear) so if I missed something or didn’t get it right just pop up in my inbox again no sweat! 
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Okay so to start this off:
- Clowns get personal when it comes to the paint. It's a huge part of their identity and while things about the paint can change with time- it's all extremely well thought out. 
- Marvus is not an exception to this. Every part of his persona lends to his paint and vise versa. 
- Clowns, as a virtue, are rarely ever barefaced. If you manage to see one without their makeup then you’re both in it for the long haul. 
- Marvus is a little more touchy about the paint than others would assume. There are a lot of people who want to know what he looks like underneath and so he’s extremely hesitant to get anywhere near close enough to someone for something like that. He’s extremely wary when it starts getting to that point and has crashed and burned some of his own relationships out of fear that they’re just gonna snap some pictures and run for the hills.  
- You will know when he’s getting to that point because your man is suddenly showing the worse of himself in the days coming up to it. He’s putting you through the gauntlet just to make absolutely sure you’re as committed as he is in this relationship. 
- One would assume that he’d take it off to sleep and to a point- yes. He does. Usually. But Marvus isn’t about to risk it with a quad. There’s gonna be a lot of sleeping separately when he’s truly, honestly, sleeping. Naps can be had together as he’s naturally prone to wake up at the slightest hint of a disturbance. But just sleeping together where he’s down and out for the count? Nope. Which brings me to another point.
- Marvus putting you through the gauntlet (which is almost like he’s suddenly flipping quads on you- he isn’t but it feels like it) is also him sleeping over a lot more. He stays up until you fall asleep though. Its his contemplation time which is really just him overthinking lol. 
-When he does show you what his bare face looks like you’re gonna notice a sudden flip back to being the dumbass you know and love complete with an apology. He’s gonna go back to being sweet for a while. When you’re settling back in is when he’s gonna pull this off. He asks to spend the night which isn’t unusual anymore and when you go to bed he’ll wait a moment before washing off the paint and joining you. You might not notice until morning when he’s in the bathroom putting it back on again. 
- How you react is how well this is gonna go over. Try not to make a big deal out of it as you being calm will keep Marvus calmed. Make no mistake, he looks nonchalant about this but its a huge thing for him and if you act like its a big deal he’s gonna get a little shy about it. Cringing away from it all until he gets used to it. You being calm, however, means that he’s gonna settle into this quicker. 
- I kind of derailed for a moment so whoops. Let me rectify that!
-I headcanon clown face ‘paint’ as being a pretty wide variety of things. Like most clowns use greasepaint but there's more than just that. There’s powder-based, regular face paint like the type you’d get at a fair, airbrush styled, and more. It just depends on the troll. 
- Marvus does not use greasepaint. He uses either the powder-based stuff which is a lot like human makeup and less lightly to get runny or melt when he’s performing or the airbrushed type. Both are extremely resilient and damn near impossible to smudge. Which is perfect for him even if it means a little extra scrubbing to remove it. 
- For clowns putting on the paint is fairly ritualistic. There’s no damn way you’re gonna be allowed to put it on them for them. Though Marvus may be convinced to let you watch and/or hand him the things he needs. Even that much is considered pushing it but Marvus is noticeably more relaxed than others if you manage to get to that point. 
- However, if you ever reach up and smooth out a little uneven line? Marvus is probably gonna look at you like you’re his entire world. Which at that point you pretty much are. 
- As far as makeup goes its a fairly universal thing in Alternian culture. At least in more modern times. Its like how makeup is on earth though clowns put a more personal take on it. 
- He’s not gonna bat an eye at your own makeup if you have it. Hell, he’s gonna wanna tag along to see what you like and where you go to get it. He’s also gonna know what makeup you use the most of and will be keeping it stocked in his hive and also with him on tour on the off chance you happen to drop in. He’s got you in this regard. 
- I should mention that if you were to turn this into a two way street, Marvus is gonna get real emotional real quick. Its a culture difference thing. For clowns keeping another’s paint- especially the exact type the other uses for them?- is a way of saying you’re in this forever. Now, Marvus isn’t gonna assume things with this because he knows the other castes don’t have such a heavy emphasis on this shit and assumes its a similar thing with humans. Its gonna lead to a pretty long discussion and probably one of the few times he’s gonna be serious. He may even drop the quirk just to make sure the point gets across. 
- If you still insist though? Good luck ever getting rid of him. Or rather, you’re gonna have to hold him back from trying to get at anyone- and I do mean anyone- trying at the quad you share with him. He also extends this same violence to others that think they can jeopardize his quad by flirting and getting handsy with him. Marvus may be the alpha fuckboi amongst the fuckbrothers of the fuckboi fraternity but at this point? He is certainly not as lackadaisical about people coming onto him as he used to be. There is now a hard limit set in place and people better respect it. He’s gonna be a little more violence-prone until everything settles and he feels secure in the relationship again. You might have to bodily get between him and a few people (looking at Zebruh as the only fool stupid enough to push his luck) but the violence is pretty easy to distract from. 
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thescatterbrainedwriter · 5 years ago
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Hiya! I don’t usually post my writings anywhere but I wanna share my idea things. Most of my writings come in the form of fan crations; characters inspired by books, movies, tv shows and games. So here’s something that’s been brewing in my gray matter for a few months.
I recently got reobsessed with Supernatural and decided to add definition to a character i made up a looooong time ago when I first found the show. Didn’t really go into detail about the character but I’m really liking where this is going. Hope you do too!
I’m always open to constructive criticism so don’t hesitate to let me know how I can improve 🥔
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Failed Archangel Olivia
Originally created to be the fifth and final archangel, Olivia turned out differently. She suspects something went wrong during her creation due to the fact she was made after the darkness was sealed away. She is extremely strong, not as strong as Lucifer or Michael but is capable of giving them a good beating if needed. Unfortunately she is unable to properly contain her grace and therefore cannot wield it to her full potential. Most of the time she keeps her grace on a low output or conceals it completely to avoid burning her vessel out.
Being considered a failure but not wanting to discard her, God attempted to place her in other positions that better suited her. None seemed to work until the creation of the heavenly choir. She excelled and became one of the most gifted singers, her songs invoking a sense of contentment, comfort and sometimes euphoria. She was delighted by the fact God would come into the choir room to listen to her when he needed a moment to himself. Sometimes even Lucifer would visit when he wanted to get away from Michael or just needed someone to talk to. Olivia loved their conversations. He pointed out one song in particular he was especially fond of and Olivia spent her spare time trying to perfect it.
While God was creating humans, Olivia observed they seemed to be prone to violence and wondered if it was a good idea to continue. God reassured her that was all part of the complete package. While it was true they could be violent, they were also capable of great kindness. Olivia said she liked them much better than the leviathans and God agreed. She noted that while she was wary of their nature, she was looking forward to the finished product.
The closer God got to completing creating humans, Lucifer became increasingly agitated and jealous his father was spending so much time with his “new favorites”. He went to the choir room more often and would often talk with Olivia. She tried to reassure and comfort him but he was too agitated most times to really listen. There were times where they would go for walks around heaven when the choir room wasn’t working, sometimes even trying to sneak some of God’s “holy spirits”. Lucifer was always too bright and they frequently got caught, but whenever Gabriel would help they would be more successful.
When she wasn’t comforting Lucifer, she and Gabriel would talk and hang out. Gabe liked the humans and was excited to see the finished product, Olivia admitted she was optimistic about them as well. They bonded and became very close, Olivia admitting she was worried about how Lucifer would react. Gabriel, though also nervous, was still hopeful Lucifer would at least tolerate them. Whenever Olivia was feeling down Gabe never failed to cheer her up as he liked her better when she smiled.
Once the humans were complete, Olivia was excited to see them. She heard God coo over them and talk nearly non stop about them. She hurried over to peek at them when God instructed his angels to love them more than they love him. Olivia was puzzled but tried to oblige. No one could take the place of God but they were magnificently innocent. Once Lucifer expressed his disgust for humans and his refusal to do as told, Gabe and Olivia became concerned as the argument escalated. Olivia confided in Gabriel that she really didn’t like the fighting and that Lucifer’s anger was making her increasingly worried. She could tell God was having none of it and didn’t know what he would resort to. Gabe tried to calm her but she was far too distracted to do so.
Olivia was devastated when she heard Lucifer was cast out. Not even Gabriel could make her smile. She refused to sing anymore and took to wandering around heaven by herself. Michael thought she was being pathetic by moping explaining that he hurt too but had to uphold the decision that was made. Gabe was the only one to get some semblance of conversation out of her, she was too heartbroken to even ask God about his decision. When Lucifer was locked in the cage after twisting Lillith into the first demon and a few other reprehensible acts, she took to keeping to her self in the more secluded areas of heaven. She no longer shone like she had before and was slowly becoming dimmer.
Growing concerned for Olivia’s wellbeing, God took her down to earth to show her his creations telling her she would be happier down there. He hoped it would distract her enough that she would be herself in no time and explained he was concerned with how glum she had become since Lucifer’s expulsion. He pointed out a small settlement of humans and told her to watch them and, if she wished, she could interact with them. Olivia didn’t say much but nodded to acknowledge she heard and understood him. God turned her head to look at him and sighed at how broken she looked. He told her he knows how hard it is on her, Michael and himself were taking it hard as well, but he hoped she could find new happiness on earth. He reminded her this was not a banishment but he wanted her to stay as long as she needed to get herself better again. She gave him a small smile and told him she would try. He smiled and kissed her forehead before returning to heaven.
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**Relationships**
*God*
When Olivia resided in heaven she loved God. She was always happy when he would come visit her in the choir room and would happily chat with him even if he didn’t respond. She would do her best to bring him peace and, although he wouldn’t outright say it, he was grateful for her efforts. She would even visit him in his “office” just to check in.
As all children do, she would sometimes do things she wasn’t supposed to such as try to sneak some of God’s collection of alcohol she came to call “holy spirits”. Whenever Lucifer was feeling particularly down she would suggest them attempting to pilfer some and would even rope Gabriel in. Sometimes God would make them easier to find than others unbeknownst to her.
After Lucifer was sent to the cage, Olivia grew very distant even to God. While she eventually becomes indifferent towards God, still remembering him fondly, once she finds out what he’s been up to and why she thinks little of him and decides to instead focus on the “new happiness” she’s managed to find. She has entertained the idea of reconciling with him but only if his actions match his words.
Contrary to other angels, Olivia becomes rather brazen when God begins to show his anger going as far to push him nearly to the edge before making him laugh. After having observed the creative insults from the various children that come into her home, she’s gotten much better at catching people unawares and getting them to laugh, including God, who remarks he “still doesn’t know how she developed that talent.”
*Amara*
Initially she knew very little about Amara given she was created after she was sealed away. It was only when they had gone to get Casifer back that they came to a kind of mutual respect. When Amara expressed anger at what was done to her, Olivia pointed out a similar thing happening to Lucifer though she suspected he took so long to put his foot down was because he didn’t want to repeat what he did. Through conversation she discovered her positive emotion imparting was very similar to what Amara could do which cause her to realize it was most likely the reason she had been created after she was locked away and had never heard of Chuck’s older sister. While Amara was initially angry finding is somewhat pathetic her attitude softened, Olivia found it interesting and guessed he wanted his sister near but didn’t want her destroying his creations let alone what her wrath to being banished would entail.
Olivia enjoys spending time with Amara, despite the protests and attempts to keep her away by Chuck, and she seems to be the only angel Amara doesn’t find annoying or pathetic.
*Death*
Olivia doesn’t have much interaction before the apocalypse given he mostly resides in his coffin, though when he was brought up by Lucifer during those events she and him had friendly interactions. Affectionately calling him “Uncle Death” she seems to be one of the few who manages even a hint of a smile even having brief moments of light banter. He doesn’t understand why Olivia associates with Lucifer and takes shots questioning why and when she’ll drop him.
She was surprised and saddened when she learned of his death, being death itself she never really thought of him having the possibility of dying or being killed. Like Chuck, she doesn’t really like Billie as much as a replacement but she remains civil and friendly toward her despite her very reserved and hands off way of doing things. Noting that it’ll take some getting used to, she says she doesn’t seem all that bad.
*Michael*
While not particularly close she has a friendly relationship with Michael. She always thought he was annoyingly straight laced and far too blindly obedient but would have friendly conversation with him on occasion.
When Michael returned after locking Lucifer away, Olivia no longer bothered talking to him even in passing. While she understood he was just doing as he was told it still didn’t help with the loss. His remarks about her behavior being ridiculous made her disregard him. The first time she sees Michael since her relocation, she pleads along with Lucifer for him to just walk away. Hearing him insisting on doing as designed reinforced her disregard for him, though his hesitation left the possibility that he could come around.
The second time he returned after being in the cage, Olivia saw how alone he was given the deaths of his brothers and decided to start over with him. She becomes much softer and warmed up to him treating him more like a brother and offering him a place in her new home. She’s also more affectionate, having taken to leaning on him, giving him hugs, and innocently teasing him trying to get him to smile. She likes his smile, how relaxed he’s become, and that he smiles more now. (subject to change pending final season viewing)
*Adam*
Initially she had no idea who he was but after learning he and Michael came to an agreement and share control much like herself and Tal’na, Olivia extends a warm welcome and expresses interest in getting to know him. She has a tendency to be overly fluffy and excited with him when he’s in control treating him more like one of her older kids but will sometimes treat him the same as Michael. She’s become very protective of him and tries very hard to not be overbearing.
She enjoys talking with Adam and takes any opportunity she can when she’s not busy taking care of the house, her foster kids and the hunter families, or has her attention occupied by Nick. (subject to change pending final season viewing)
*Lucifer*
Olivia loved Lucifer very much. Whenever she saw him in a bad mood she did everything to cheer him up, even going as far as to memorize and perfect his favorite song and sing it for him whenever he asked. They would spend a lot of time together and Lucifer would sometimes try comfort her too. It didn’t always work but she always appreciated his effort. The closer humans came to completion she became increasingly agitated by his inability to let his jealousy go. Lucifer confessed that he didn’t particularly like having such negative feelings but didn’t know what to do and Olivia insisted that he talk to God to see if he’d listen. Lucifer opted to spend more time with her instead but there was just so much she could do for him.
The first time Lucifer was cast out, Olivia rarely sang and passed most of her time watching him on earth. She longed for him to return but stayed in heaven as told, even asking God if he would make an exception. She kept to the choir room and asked angels in passing what they could see regarding Lucifer’s whereabouts. They often dismissed her or gave her minimal answers causing her to become more withdrawn. She was horrified to learn what he had done when he returned. Regardless, she was still devastated when he was banished to a cage deep within hell. She tried everything to go and see him but she suspects the way in was warded against her specifically. She tried infrequently after realizing she wasn’t getting anywhere and shortly after she was sent to earth by God.
When the apocalypse was started, Olivia fortified her home and the surrounding area before venturing out. She had a very strong pull to find the origin of many of the omens. She first reunited with Lucifer when he brought up Death. The reunion was brief but she was happy to see him again. She was saddened by the fact he was preoccupied by preparing for the fight with Michael but stayed near by and only wandered away when it involved her charges back home. Sometimes she would appear in other places where omens were prevalent when it involved members of her kids’ families, such as when she confronted the “whore of Babylon” when she was impersonating a prophet and speaking falsities about the angels even though she didn’t have the greatest history with them. At Stulls Cemetery, she attempted to be a mediator between Michael and Lucifer pleading along with the latter to just walk away. She became distressed when Castiel banished Michael with holy fire and increasingly distressed when witnessing Lucifer beat Dean, so much so that she froze, pleading that he stop, and wound up having to teleport away with a tearful and panicked sorry after Sam regained control.
Olivia felt another familiar pull when Lucifer was summoned by Rowena into Limbo. She plead her case to Billie to grant access when she found the building the door was located. Billie warned that the Winchesters were in the middle of “negotiations” and it could be detrimental if she interrupted. She promised she wouldn’t disrupt the goings on and Billie relented after some consideration. Because Limbo passed beneath the warding to the cage and didn’t go directly to it, Olivia was able to traverse and quickly did so in order to meet with Lucifer again. As the pull became stronger she slowed becoming nervous. She paused at the base of the stairs that led up to where Rowena and Crowley had been standing. Her heart skipped a beat when she hear Lucifer talk about feeling a familiar presence he hadn’t felt in a great long while and called her to come forward.
After his greeting of “I could smell you”, Olivia calls him a weirdo, telling him to stop smelling her, and shows her bashful personality when around him often blushing or becoming quiet when he shows a more flirty, albeit dirty, side. She quickly matches his energy and subtly flirts back, responding “gross” when he asks if she’d rather he say he could taste her, though she does tell him no, not a chance or definitely not when he telepathically flirts with a much more forward tone. When he asks her to come closer to the cage, she playfully responds “But daddy says I shouldn’t talk to you.” and he responds by looking her in the eye saying “Thought you liked bad boys?” which makes everyone nearby express disgust at the exchange, minus Lucifer and Olivia who chuckle. The sending of Lucifer back to the cage was bittersweet, while she understood he was dangerous if let out she still couldn’t help missing him, though was grateful for the time she was able to have. She thanked both Rowena and Crowley for tolerating her presence and the back and forth between herself and Lucifer. When leaving the room, she mistook Lucifer for Castiel and expressed remorse for their strategy not working before leaving and telling him she would meet him back at the bunker with a small smile. She later explains she saw it was him but due to her believing her mind was playing tricks on her because of her missing him so much she mistook his presence as an illusion.
Shortly before Sam discovered Castiel was not Castiel, Olivia was oblivious due to the fact she was blearily going through the next few days. She wound up bonding with “Castiel” and inadvertently telling Lucifer everything she loves about him and even things she thought he really shouldn’t have done or should improve on. She also explained that although she did find new happiness on Earth, it would never make her glow the same as being with “her boys” back in heaven would. When Lucifer revealed himself to her, Olivia was ecstatic and, against her better judgment, kept the information from the Winchesters. She took looking for the Hands of God as an opportunity to renew her bond with Lucifer while keeping up the guise that it was still Castiel.
When Amara took Lucifer hostage, Olivia argued for him to be rescued along with the Winchesters and did so with a bit of authority which surprised even herself. When God refused she got angry with him giving him the silent treatment and responded with short answers, though when he was rescued along with the entire impala she sincerely thanked him. She insisted on being near by when God apologized to Lucifer in order to ensure that he genuinly apologized.
Olivia was always supportive and loyal to Lucifer sometimes to a fault. She held tightly to the hope that he would be able to get some semblance of his old self back. It blinded her to a degree and when she heard what he did to Jack was devastated to where she didn’t see him the same. She still loved him, though that fact made the full spectrum of what he had become all the more painful. When she learned he was dead she was left broken loosing the last being she loved dearly.
There have been times where Olivia will express exasperation when realizing her attachment to him to God by asking “why’d you have to make him so damn pretty??” This usually gets a chuckle from him making her huff in frustration.
*Nick*
Originally Olivia pitied him, and seeing his history and how he was used by Lucifer she resolved to help him navigate his way back to stability and some semblance of a normal life. After being riddled with guilt about how he became a murderer and believing she should have tried harder, she went back in time to put him on a better path. Due to her lingering feelings for Lucifer and the influence still surrounding him, Olivia wound up developing feelings for Nick. She did her best to quash them and kept her relationship strictly rehabilitative. After tracking down Abraxas and assisting him in smiting the demon for closure, Olivia puts Nick up in a room of her halfway house so that he can process and grieve what he didn’t have a chance for before in relative peace. She even went as far as to bring him to his wife Sarah’s ghost to help her move on.
She often finds herself becoming quiet and shy, and even smile to herself more often than she used to whenever he’s in the vicinity. The other residents notice, as he’s the first to elicit such a reaction from her, and sometimes tease her about it but she always manages to compose herself so as not to give too much away.
*Gabriel*
Gabriel was her best and closest friend, she loved him and spending time with him. She’d spend more time with him than even Lucifer and would join in on his hi-jinx, sometimes even instigating. Gabriel was one she missed most when she was relocated to earth and was brought to tears when she found him again alive and well.
He always had a knack for getting her to laugh and putting her in a good mood. Likewise, Olivia knew how to cheer him up. They would often try to “out trick” each other with illusions whenever they were bored. Most of the angels, including Michael, loathed when they would get together, even more so when Lucifer would join, as they would get so out of hand at times that it would disrupt things. God never really did anything as he found it entertaining.
Unbeknownst to her, Gabriel loved her deeply and tried to gain her attention by visiting her often and making a point to always have her smiling. Often times he had to share her attention with Lucifer, which would easily annoy him, making him try just a bit harder. It was only when he saw how she held onto him and learned how hard she tried to find him that he came to terms with the fact that, while she does love him, she’ll never love him like she does Lucifer. Regardless, he still strives to keep her happy and smile as much as possible. During the Heavenly War, Gabriel managed to keep her out of the majority of the fighting and in the most remote and hidden areas of Heaven. Like Gabriel, Olivia couldn’t stand seeing the fighting and he did his best to distract and comfort her.
His death left Olivia distraught causing her to crumple to her knees, scream and cry. She went completely blank and was totally vulnerable as the alternate Michael casually walked up to her. After the brief taunting by him, she was overtaken by grief and rage unleashing her full fury and become engulfed in a blinding light. For a short while she was able to effortlessly toss him around and go toe to toe with him impressing even Lucifer. It was only when she made it back to the bunker that she allowed herself to really fall apart holing herself up in the room Gabriel once stayed in and eventually relinquished control to her vessel. Because of his death she has learned her vessel is strong enough to handle her full glory, possibly even being her true vessel from the beginning.
Because of the cloaking spell Gabriel cast on himself, Olivia was unaware of his presence on Earth. It’s possible they crossed paths at some point in the long period of time they spent grounded but they didn’t realize it. It’s also possible she was the only one unaware because of the spell and, although he loved her deeply, was too scared to approach her after how long they had been separated. She laments the lost time between them.
*Castiel*
Castiel is the only angel she’s on good terms with besides Lucifer and Gabriel. She enjoys his company and appreciates him filling her in on the things that went on in heaven. She finds him quiet and ambitious, definitely not like other angels she’s met in passing or from her memories, and likes the fact he’s taken an interest in humans. While she sympathized with his efforts in the past she doesn’t approve of his methods. She finds his shy and naive personality endearing and will sometimes playfully tease him about it.
When she heard about his relationship with Meg, she was surprised but found it adorable and would have a big smile on her face whenever it was mentioned. She regrets the fact she died stating that she was curious how things would unfold and believed it would have led to something good.
*Balthazar*
Balthazar is one of the angels who don’t know much about her though she has heard and is familiar with him. Being the keeper of the heavenly weapons Olivia didn’t have much cause to visit but would extend friendly greetings whenever she passed by. The only thing he really knew about her was that she was the youngest archangel, even younger that Gabriel, and was often accompanied by him or Lucifer. He’s also aware that she has a great amount of strength and although she’s the youngest she shouldn’t be taken lightly.
When on earth and he gets to know her, he described her as “an unassuming powerhouse that can do more with one punch than one might think” and enjoys her unusual personality, as far as angels go, equating it to be more akin to human personalities. He finds her curious and usually turns his attention toward her whenever she’s near by. Olivia believes that, had he not been killed by Castiel, they may have become good friends.
*Jack Kline*
Olivia took a liking to Jack nearly instantly. She loved his curious and inquisitive tendencies and wholly innocent nature. As she had never met a Nephilim before, she was just as curious about him as he was about everything else. She was happy to take him under her wing when Castiel was indisposed and loved having the opportunity to be hands on as she was more of a guardian and figure head at her roost in recent days. She grew very close and started to treat him like her own son, which was a strange feeling but she was excited about it. When Jack was killed, she was beside herself and was angry when she found out how and by whom.
After the accident with Mary Winchester, Olivia happened to find him while he was trying to hide and offered silent company and an ear should he feel like talking. When he brought her to the cabin where it happened she tried to soothe him by discussing the pros and cons of telling Sam and Dean while also explaining how, even though he may not have a soul anymore, he has a moral compass and that knowing what he did was bad makes him still good.
*Sam and Dean*
Olivia loves both the boys and has mentally adopted them. She protects them like any other member of the family she has built and comes whenever they call even lending her expertise when they research a hunt. She often gets flustered and worried given their dangerous tendencies during hunts and has insisted on going with them a few times. She tries not to mother them too much but she always wants to make sure they’re ok, especially given everything they’ve been put through in the past years. She pays special attention to their preferences and tries to provide them their favorites when they’ve had a particularly rough day or when she just wants to see them smile. She’s made the bunker her secondary roost and finds herself frequently dropping by, sometimes staying for long periods, and even goes to them for help on occasion. She’s a bit more partial to Sam than Dean.
When sam was suffering with hallucinations of Lucifer, she would stop by every now and then to try and help by humming Lucifer’s favorite song in order to soothe his mind. It eventually stopped working making her feel helpless. She has become increasingly protective and worried as Chuck has become increasingly destructive fearing the worst. She’s become more and more proactive in the offensive and not just providing support.
When sam was suffering with hallucinations of Lucifer, she would stop by every now and then to try and help by humming Lucifer’s favorite song in order to soothe his mind. It eventually stopped working making her feel helpless.
*Tal’na*
The first human she befriended, Tal’na became her closest and dearest human friend. She would spend many hours of the day talking with Olivia during chores or exploring, whichever she was doing that day. She would explain to Olivia what everything was like, how it made her feel and the sensations each thing gave. When Olivia expressed sorrow at not being able to experience these things herself she asked how and if it was possible. Upon consideration of the prospect of being a vessel, she agreed to house her on the condition they share control though she wanted Olivia to experience as much of the world as she wanted so she delegated primary control to her while she observed from her subconscious. On rare occasions when Olivia becomes overwhelmed, she will hibernate in the subconscious instead and make her take primary control.
*Leviathans*
She doesn’t have much of a relationship with Leviathans and regards them more as annoying younger siblings. She’s relatively friendly, referring to it as “frienemy” status, but has no problem fighting and even killing them. Dick Roman really got on her nerves so she had no problem pissing him off. Likewise he had no qualms pissing her off and they would often get into insult matches.
*Rowena*
She’s not particularly close to Rowena but has a friendly bond. She was intrigued by her knowledge of magic and listened attentively whenever she would ramble on about things. She enjoyed conversations with her and would joke around sometimes even joining in on her teasing. Although they weren’t close she was still protective of her.
*Crowley*
As with Rowena, Olivia wasn’t particularly close and didn’t really feel one way or the other about him but had a relatively friendly attitude toward him whenever he was around. There have been points in which it seemed they had a far more friendly relationship than initially thought, even seeming flirty, though nothing concrete had ever been observed coming from such interactions.
As a “business man” he keeps things professional with her and she has reciprocated. Although she doesn’t make deals she keeps and upholds agreements they come to and he returns the favor on occasion.
He refers to her ability of positive emotion imparting as “the good touch” explaining it “tingles in all the right places” and seems to have been addicted to it at some point. It’s thought this is the reason he’s made the comment “really is a pity you’ve committed to remaining unattached” and more often calls her ‘love’ or ‘darling’ compared to others people.
*Lilith*
Olivia is indifferent towards Lilith though pitied her because of what Lucifer had done. However, she doesn’t hesitate to “put her in her place” and wouldn’t hesitate to smite her.
*Cain*
Cain and Olivia have a very friendly relationship despite who they both are. She found him shortly after his rampage with the knights of hell and offered her sincere condolences. She also has a habit of apologizing whenever she sees him, which at first annoyed him but now he brushes off with a smile and roll of his eyes often loudly stating over his shoulder “It’s FIIIIIIINE Olivia!” When Dean and Crowley went looking for the first blade, Olivia happened to stop by and made them nervous with the quips they would sling at each other to the point they were convinced he was getting angry.
Up until she revealed her secret to the Winchesters, he was the only one who knew her relationship with Lucifer and the fact she was an archangel. She gives him the space he requested and whenever she pops in for a visit she is heavily warded against any and all beings and even carries a hex bag to deter tracking and scrying spells.
She always leaves loaded up with honey products and says she’s never found better quality than his and affectionately calls him “Honeycane”.
*Arthur Ketch*
She didn’t particularly fancy him or his personality though remains civil. She rebuffs his occasion flirtations but sometimes humors him flirting back giving off the impression she’s playing hard to get. She finds his personality more tolerable once he distances himself from the British Men of Letters.
While she does eventually tolerate him more than her initial impression, Mick’s death has left a bad taste in her mouth and she despises him to a degree because of it. Even though she understands he was acting on orders, and has seen the British Men of Letters slowly become more brutal in their practices, she still has a hard time accepting it but had found his death disheartening.
*Mick Davis*
Olivia has stated that the British Men of Letters is the reason she doesn’t travel there much anymore but notes that she likes Mick as he’s not like the many Men of Letters she’s met. Due to this observation, she’s very friendly toward him and often finds herself talking with him late at night when he cannot sleep. She was warned by Ketch that Mick has a tendency to get attached and that if she has no intention of having anything more than a friendship, she should probably keep her “affections” in check noting that her rather forward and overly friendly nature could be misconstrued by him.
Before he was killed by Ketch due to his alignment shifting, Olivia had appeared in the base in response to a subconscious prayer made to her. After having a glimpse into the future and noting many ending resulting in his death, she refuses to leave declaring they would have to make her prompting Ketch to be given an order to use an angel banishment sigil. She took his death very hard and despised Ketch more than she had due to him lying about it.
*Heaven on Earth Halfway House and Foster Home Tenants*
Olivia started the house from the ground up and has great sentimental attachment to it. She loves each and every one of the people who come through, even the ones that don’t stay for long, and provides a number services in order to give them the best possible opportunities. From free housing to resources to find jobs and day care services for new moms and those that are working, Olivia pours her heart and soul into everything she does.
In order to keep her wards safe, she provides them with instruction on protection spells, rune crafting and enochian banishment. She also provides a safe practice area for hunters to hone their skills and encourages classes in order to teach them how to protect themselves from monsters, demons and even angels. Everyone has had a basic class for self defense at the very least and Olivia makes sure they all know they don’t have to persue hunting if they don’t want but wants them to be able to protect themselves and others if needed. She’s proud of the accomplishments of her kids and displays their awards proudly in her private room, and will come to their side whenever they need her even if it’s just for company. This extends to the people who move out and settle down elsewhere.
When the angels were ejected from heaven, Olivia offered housing to those that wanted to stay neutral. She modified warding at one area of her property to allow their occupation on the grounds they remain civil with the other occupants and improved the overall angel warding to the rest of the property.
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**Powers and Abilities**
Like her bigger ‘brothers’, Olivia has a vast arsenal of abilities and powerful skill set. While classified as the youngest and weakest archangel, she’s still on par with Raphael and a bit stronger than Gabriel. She has the unique ability to imbue strong positive emotions most commonly through touch. She also has a habit of “glowing” when feeling strong positive emotions and it changes color accordingly, eg. pink/rose for shy/bashful, yellow for happy, pale blue/white for determination. Her glow diminishes when she feels overwhelming negative emotions. Only angelic or demonic entities can see this but humans are able to as well should the emotion be strong enough. Some of her other skills include:
*Angelic Possession*
—Like all angels, Olivia requires a vessel to interact with the world around her. When not occupying a vessel, she’s able to diminish her true form’s appearance in order to look like a bright wisp. In this form she uses emotional projections to communicate. Unlike most angels, Olivia shares control. She’s in lead most of the time but relents when her vessel exerts a desire to switch.
*Super Strength/Stamina*
—Olivia is able to imbue her vessel with incredible strength and stamina, able to never tire and easily take down any opponent. She’s able to crack stone and even bend steel with a single punch or kick without breaking her stride.
*Teleportation*
—Thanks to her overly large sized wings, she’s able to teleport at will and she can bring up to three people if she wishes.
*Telekinesis*
—Olivia is able to easily toss people and objects with her mind, usually with a flick of her head or a hand gesture. When she’s feeling particularly angry or agitated she’ll snap her finger like Lucifer, Gabriel and God and when she’ll feeling mischievous she’ll blow some wind in the direction of the object/person
*Telepathy*
—Olivia is able to communicate silently with other angels, demons, and even humans. She’s also able to hear “Angel Radio” but isn’t particular to eavesdropping as there tends to be “a lot of yelling and politics”.
*Chronokinesis*
—Olivia is able to travel back in time thanks to her wings. She’s able to go a considerable distance but has her limits.
*Immortality/Invulnerability*
—Olivia has an indefinitely long lifespan, and is unaffected by diseases and toxins. She never tires and does not require food, sleep, water, or oxygen to survive. She’s also immune to any and all conventional weapons including the basic angel blade
*Spell Casting*
—She has great knowledge of spells; heavenly, demonic and human; and rune crafting having passed this knowledge down to her vessel’s ancestors and her tenants for protection and offense purposes. She’s even used this skill to keep her plot of land and those that reside within safe from harm, even from the effects of the apocalypse
*Healing*
—She’s able to heal any wound or illness with just a touch
*Clairsentience/Supernatural Perception*
—Olivia is able to tell the difference between humans and supernatural entities. She’s also able to see, or at least sense accurately, beings who are naturally invisible.
*Low-Tier Precognition*
—Olivia is able to see into the future though not as accurately as Michael or Lucifer, rather she sees all possible outcomes and not just the outcome that will come to pass
*Regeneration*
—Should her vessel become damaged, Olivia is able to repair the damage as if it never happened. She takes great care to not have to use this ability as she doesn’t want to hurt her friend in the first place
*Mental Manipulation/Sedation*
—Through just a touch she’s able to alter memories, even removing them completely, and can put people to sleep
*Nigh-Omniscience*
—While not as old as Michael, Lucifer, Raphael, or Gabriel, Olivia possesses incredible knowledge. Although she’s unaware of what happened with the Darkness, who she was, or what happened prior to her creation, she still has a relatively deep knowledge of things related to the universe and within it
*Lower Tier Nigh-Omnipotence*
—While technically the youngest archangel Olivia still possesses a vast amount of supernatural power. Classified as the weakest she’s still not anything to sneeze at, capable of giving a solid beating to her older siblings should they need it
*Apporting*
—Olivia is able to send people and monsters away and bring them back at will, usually with just a glance or nod of her head
*Astral Projection/Emotional Projection*
—Skill learned from Gabriel and Lucifer after spending so much time with them, she’s able to project her form even when Tal’na has control to disorient her opponent, or purely entertainment purposes. She’s managed to refine this skill to project her emotions when not in a vessel in order to communicate
*Supernatural Concealment*
—Though not as refined as God, she’s able to hide her whereabouts when she doesn’t want to be found. Stronger individuals, including Gabriel, are able to find her though she doesn’t make it easy even for them
*Biokinesis*
—Often used when taken off guard by something someone has or is in the middle of saying, Olivia is able to keep people and other beings from speaking. Should she become particularly irritated, she can temporarily erase a being’s features such as eyes, nose, mouth or ears
*Holy White Light*
—Olivia is able to generate an overwhelming white light to obliterate specific targets while leaving nearby beings unaffected. While on the weaker end of the scale it’s still devastating though her grace is left heavily depleted
*Reality Warping/Illusions*
—While she’s not particularly skilled in this area, she’s capable of altering reality similar to how Gabriel and Lucifer can. She doesn’t go into as great detail as they but can use it to escape dangers and protect herself and others. She mainly uses illusions for entertainment purposes and adding a little flair though she’s capable of using it for distractions
*Terrakinesis*
—Involuntary reaction to extreme negative emotions, Olivia can create tremors and, when enraged, can cause volcanic eruptions if one is in the vicinity wether it’s dormant or extinct
*Hand to Hand Combat/Swordsmanship*
—She’s extremely capable in hand to hand combat and highly proficient in swordsmanship, able to go toe to toe with masters. She often spars with the members of the hunter families to help them train and keep both hers and their skills sharp
*Smiting*
—She doesn’t like doing this but is able to smite demons, monsters and even other angels with a touch. She’s even able to pull a demon or angel out of their vessel to smite them in order to spare the person if they’re still alive
*Grace Imparting*
—Delicate procedure in which she is able to give a portion of her grace to another non angel/demon. It works best and with less risks if it’s a former vessel or someone best suited to becoming a vessel. She doesn’t do this often given the risks
*Rapid Grace Regeneration *
—Because she cannot properly contain her grace, she produces an over abundance of it allowing her to bounce back much quicker from depletion. This process leaves her exhausted, however, so she doesn’t often take advantage of it unless she needs to
**Weaknesses**
Being an archangel, not much is capable of killing her for good. An archangel blade, Michael’s lance and stronger beings such as her ‘brothers’, God, Amara and Death are the only know ways. Other, not so deadly weakness include:
*Lucifer’s Cage*
—capable of holding her should she ever be sent there
*Enochian Sigils*
—she can still be banished, bound and warded against using enochian sigils
*Holy Fire*
—while it can’t kill her, it can heavily damage her vessel if set ablaze. She also cannot cross a holy fire barrier but after a while can render it ineffective
*Low/Lack of Grace*
—low grace leaves her in a vulnerable state and unable to use most of her angelic powers. Should she become injured, she would need a long time to heal. Complete lack of grace would render her human and thus vulnerable to any and all weapons and disease.
*Supernatural Handcuffs*
—when low on grace she can be bound by the cuffs. Even when she’s not powered down the cuffs diminish her abilities to the level equivalent of having low grace
*First Blade*
—while not able to kill her it can seriously inhibit her abilities and requires a long recovery period from injuries sustained by it
**Personality**
Contrary to most angels, Olivia has a bubbly personality and usually wears a big smile. She can sometimes get very shy, usually when great amounts of attention are put on her, and is easily flustered when surprised. She cares a great deal about those close to her doing everything she can to make them happy and protect them. Despite her usually happy demeanor, she’s capable of hyper focusing and becoming very serious to the point she can scare Lucifer, Michael and sometimes God. She’s extremely loyal and it takes a significant event for her to break it which often results in her becoming despondent.
Self proclaimed “tiny but mighty” Olivia uses her unusual personality-to-entity to her advantage and finds it amusing when she surprises others. Because she has a habit of suppressing her grace she can cause others to underestimate her easily. Lucifer and Gabriel remark that you really don’t want to get her angry while Michael and Raphael, who don’t ever really seem fazed by it, acknowledge she’s not whose anger is to be taken lightly. Sometimes she jokes she takes after God when it comes to her temper though she doesn’t have the juice to “throw a reality-erasing tantrum” and really doesn’t like getting that angry.
Here, have true form Olivia :3
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